Friday, November 15, 2013

UPDATE UPDATE UPDATE !!! I missed my blog 보고 싶었어 T___T

Dear my AWESOME blog !! ,



I'm really REALLY sorry for not writing far A WHILE !! I AM really sorry ..No, It's not because school lol .. I have a new excuse now hehehe It's because the collage ! yup .. 
You know the feeling of being in a completely new place without knowing anything or anyone !! yup it's the worst feeling ever T____T .. That was the feeling that I felt when I entered SQU ( Sultan Qaboos University ) .. 
What made that feeling even worse is that I expected A LOT of things or let's say DIFFERENT things at SQU .. And as they say " Higher expectations , big disappointments " *sigh * الحمدلله على كل حال  .. that's all I can say >___< 

Anyway , as the days passes , I started to get use to the place here ! Before I was completely like a LOST puppy lol .. But now I know where to go ,where's this place and where's that !!
Thank god ^^

Not to mention the studying and being in a class with boys and encountering lots of boys .. That's just TOO much for me .. to be honest I'm afraid form boys especially THAT kind of boys * you know* and from the seniors (both boys and girls) .. They look soooo scary O__O
Also I'm not used of seeing boys with " Kumma" "الكمة" .. because in our city boys don't wear it ! instead they wear "ghutrah" "الغترة" .. So it was awkward for me >___<

One important point is ....being  HOMESICK !! yes , because of that I always cry here especially before I go to bed .. ahhh I just miss my family and my friends , even though that I return every weekend to Al buraimi ..but still , being alone here hurts so much .. but I'm getting used to it right now .. It's been 2 months now since I started my collage year and I still have LOTS of years to go !! ahhhhhhhhhhhh !! ..  الله كريم 

So Is this enough for toady .. this weekend I stayed in Muscat .. I didn't return because I have a workshop in the ETS ( English and translating society ) I guess ~ And it's my first university club that I join !!!! YEAH !! ( working in getting rid of my compulsive shyness  hehehe ^^) .. 

That's all for today ! I hope and I really hope that I don't forget to update and write in my blog ^o^ I have many things to write but now I should go study . I have 2 mid-term exams next week =___= wish me luck ^^





xoxo