Dear blog,
I ..... don't know wht to say to be honest hhhhhhh it's been a long fucking time!!!
I mean really ONE YEAR AND 5 MONTHS !! daaamn !
I dunno why i guess i felt sick of writing? maybe. It's just I'm a really lazy person lol nd I admit it !
A LOT of shit happened in my life throughout the period i've been away from u !
hmmm where to start ??
Gosh ! i'm just gonna say wht popps in my mind !
ok so we went to the Philippines in the last summer holiday ! and it was AWESOME ! I loved it there so much ! i didn'tt want to return to Oman to be honest :( but wht to do. we also went to Thailand which was superrrrrrrrrrrr AMAZING literally !! i really mean it ! I kinda forget that we're here for a holiday lol the places there were so awsome ! ofc full of shopping stores ! let alone the night life !!!!!!!! I really wanna go back there :( maybe next year?
the sad part of our trip was the death of my grandmother. she passed away at our last day in the Philippines nd that made it even worse ! it was so horrible to see my mom in that miserable condition.
may she rest in peace.
the moment we returned to Oman, I was still in my "Travel mode" lol I wasn't ready to let go their lifestyle. so I decided to do wht i wanna do here too.
the trip really made me embrace the fact I'm half Filipino nd Omani. tbh before, I didn't like it whn people ask me if i was Omani or not because of my face *I take a lot of my mom's side*
but after the trip, I loved myself!! I thanked god for being half Filipino. really! I was proud of myself. so I decided to represent myself in other way, as a Half Filipino and Half Omani! I wanted everyone to know from where I am. I didn't care of wht people are gonna say. so I changed my clothes. tbh abayas were bothering me when I go to college plus they were boring nd they didn't represent any of me.
so I started wearing long black skirts with different tops each day just to not make it boring. :P
of course, people stared at me whn i wore that for the first time and I was hesitating abt it but I was like fuck them! amma wear wht I wanna wear nd screw everyone!!
some of the girls started talking behind my back but actually they were saying some nice stuff abt my new "appearance" lol. how did I know? my roommate heard them gossiping hhhhhh
anyhow now college is wayyyyy more fun :) cuz I finally changed my goddamn major !!!! I dunno if I told u before abt it XD
but yeah I'm officially in college of Engineering !!! hell yeah baby !!
I'm already tired from writing lol sorry.
I'll talk abt the rest tomorrow insha'alla :D I really hope tho lol
cuz I still have A LOT to write nd this post is getting way too long hhhhh
so yeah
hasta la vista bitchos <3
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